Been awhile

For those of you who follow my blog I do apologize for not having made many posts lately. I've been busy with life in the real world. I've been staying at Shawn's house more time than I have been at home. He makes me feel like I'm complete, when I am with him it's like everything in the world is right. Life is simply so much happier and more ...... complete. I keep coming back to that word. Complete. He completes my life, he completes me, my children have started calling him daddy, which they never did when I was with any one else. I love him so much, and I honestly can see my self growing old with him, and sitting in a rocker on the front porch, watching our grand kids playing in the front yard. When I am in his arms I feel like I'm in HEAVEN!!!!

More Scarves

Here are the scarves for Celtic Dragonfly and her other daughter, as well as the scarf for Susan. I hope every one likes their scarves!!!!

Divorce

Welp, my husband emailed me yesterday asking for a phone number to get a hold of me at. I gave it to him, because it was concerning our divorce. Apparently he's marrying another girl, and wants a divorce FINALLY. Now that he want's one he's filing the paper work. The problem is that I don't live in Canada any more, and the papers have to be served to me in person. So now he wants me to have one of my friends up there lie. Say they served me, sign the papers for me, and give a fake address that they "served me" at. Now the question is am I pissed off at him enough to fight this, or just go ahead and see if my friend will lie, and get it over with. Get the divorce and be done with him. Until it comes to changing my kids birth certificates. I HATE Oklahoma law. According to the law I had to put my husband on their birth certificates, even though there is NO possible way for him to be their dad. So he has to fill out denial paper work for both of them. And being as monster is over 2 it has to go to the courts to get it changed. This is a load of BS!!!!! I wish I could just be done with the f***er ...

Crafting Area

Susan requested that every one take pictures of their craft areas with out cleaning up, and post them. My area is also where I sleep, so this is how it looks during the day while I work on my stuff. At night I clear the love seat off and sleep. The boot box has scarves I've already made, and am in the middle of making. The Walmart bag on the floor is skiens of yarn. There's magazines 'Baby Talk' magazine. All of my crocheting needles, my jacket on the back of the sofa, and the piece of re-sistance, my moms cat sleeping inside of my jacket. On the table next to my love seat is my dinner, my pop, kids medicine, brush, ear buds, polish remover, and nail polish. Hope you like my pictures Susan.

Scarves

Here are some pictures of a couple of the scarves I've been working on. The black and blue one is my daughters (Miss Maezi), the multicolored one (blue/pink/purple <the name of the yarn is "pudding">) is CelticDragonfly daughter. I'm in the middle of making the second scarf for her other daughter, will post the pictures when I'm done.

The Best Weekend of My Life

I had the best weekend of my life. The babies and I went out to Shawn's. It was the best damn weekend I've ever had. I've only been home less than a day and I miss it so much already. I loved his kids so much, and his kids love me.
We've been working on him moving out here. After my visit he's decided that he will be moving here ASAP, no questions, no ifs, ands or buts about it. This makes me so happy. I don't know what to do with my self at this point. 
Hes so perfect, he's loving, adoring, loves his kids and mine. His kids are perfect, and I think that we make a great family. I can't wait for him and the babies to get here. 
My daughter misses his kids so much. She keeps asking for "my (insert kids name here)"
She's so pitiful. I told her that they aren't going to be around for a while, and she's laying here next to me, bawling like a baby. That's about how I feel. I miss them all so very much. I wish we didn't have to come back.
With things the way they happened, I believe that the things that happened while I was there happened for a reason. I wish they were all here now. One big happy family.

Alphabetic blogging

Challenged by another blogger (Susan) I shall  recite the ABC's of me....

A - Age:  27
B - Bed size: Queen, but it's in a storage unit gathering dust
C - Chore you hate: Dishes by hand
D - Dog's name: I don't have one at the moment
E - Essential start your day item(s): Coffee and computer for email and chat
F - Favorite color: can't name just one
G- Gold or Silver: White Gold (allergic to yellow gold)
H - Height: 5'9"
I - Instruments you play: Learning Bass and Guitar
J - Job: Cashier at Lowes
K - Kids: 11 y/o girl, 9 y/o boy, 6 year old twin girls, soon to be 3 y/o girl, 1 1/2 year old boy
L - Living Arrangements: With my parents until bf moves here
M - Music you love: Everything and Anything
N - Nicknames: Brainy, Brain, Goddess, Queen, Princess .... Penguin :-|
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Pregnancy Issues
P - Pet Peeve: Angry People, people who treat their kids illy
Q - Quote from a movie: "Nobody loves, a Nobody" Oscar ~ Shark Tale
R - Right or left handed : Right handed for almost everything
S - Siblings: 3 younger brothers that I have contact with, the rest don't matter
T - Time you wake up: When ever the babies wake me up
U – Underwear: Very rarely, when I do wear them I prefer lac cheekies
V - Vegetable you dislike: Haven't met a veggie I don't like
W - Workout Style: Chasing babies through the park
X - X-rays you've had: To long to list
Y - Yummy food you make: Anything that sounds yummy to me
Z - Zoo, the best place to visit: I like the peacocks

Best Weekend to come

Tomorrow I'm heading out to Shawn's to spend some time with him and the kids. I am SOOOO looking forward to it. Some snuggle time with my manly man, some good old fashioned family time with all of our babies. I'm so excited I can't stand my self. *does happy dance*

Good News

So I got some great news last night. Shawn is moving here, to ME. He thinks hopefully by the end of the month. Mid-month next month at the latest. No one has ever moved, every one's expected me o move to them. So this is kind of a big deal to me. Stupid I know, but it makes me feel great about how our relationship is going to go. It's not going to be one sided as all of my others had been. I'm looking so forward to having him near, and really getting to know him. Getting to go on dates, and spend as much time with him and his kids. His older daughter already likes me, and according to him that's a HUGE deal because she doesn't like any one. *laughs*
I'm looking forward to doing some crafts with the kids, between him and I there are 6 of them. Ages 11, 9, twin 6 year old's, a 2 year old and a 1 year old. If any one has any ideas for crafts please feel free to share. We used to have a kids cook book, but seemed to have lost it. Will have to find another one. And want to do all kinds of crafts with them, spend as much time as I can with them. Thank you to every one who shares.